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Thursday, July 1, 2010


March twelve of two thousand and eight,
It was the start of your birthright.
The day we began to laugh and cry,
The time when our tears starts to run dry.

The moment that we have waited,
The silence we thought that rested,
The bitterness that we experienced,
We're happy that we have now blessed.

Even though we're quite a bit sad,
because we have lost our own dad,
But now you're the one who makes us laugh,
Even if our means we're not enough.

Three years suddenly move and pass,
Like seeds that grows in green, green, grass.
You're the inspiration that we have
And nothing else that we dearly love.

Even if you're now miles apart,
For me you're near inside my heart.
You're the reason why I'm still working,
You're important part of my being.

Angel is what we call your name.
You're our love that we're not ashamed.
You're cute little face and your own smile,
Reminds me of our dad for a while.

Our precious gift that we took care,
It's for you that we want to share.
Our hopes and admiration that lays,
We're going to continue and pray.

This little notes that I have wrote,
I'd like to dedicate and taught,
With courage and love from the one lost,
To our Deares sister, we love most...


I was two years old at that time.
You and Stepmom I think were rhyme.
You let me choose from the two of you,
But no idea, whom to turn to...

I don't know how significant,
that moment, I just broke your heart.
My Stepmom says you cry bitterly.
Hugging me tight, kiss me tenderly...

Six months after, sickness took place.
Papa's afraid and not ease.
I was all hopeless and now restless.
He blamed you of being so careless...

You didn't come and visit me.
Papa don't want to let it be.
I don't know the reason why he did.
but it was you that he does forbid...

Stepmom tried to console Papa.
To see me one last time, Mama..
You left my ward, the doors now was lock,
You run away and never came back...

Nine years later, your son grew up.
Beginning to face life that's tough.
Unfortunate though he is right now,
but he's strong to fulfill his own vow...

Thinking happiness all those years,
Ignore physical abuse, fears..
But can't even hide one tragic death,
Testing my courage, can't deeply breath...

Why Mom, all this hurt and this pain?
Keep reaching all throughout my veins?
Hoping to hear that you love me Dear,
Twenty-five years, I don't think you care...

Heart Aches

Perhaps Love is just miles away,
Hurting me and you in special way.
Something I never took for granted.
But now, my mind and thoughts were haunted...

Heartaches seems hard for me to bear,
In the first place, I was right there..
My Dear, I thought of you now and then.
Why can't I see true love deep within?

I've known you for so many years.
We became close friend, now best friend..
Everything now has totally changed.
Even our promises has no bridge...

Circuit Assembly, that day came.
Why during lunch break my eyes beam?
I was looking for someone, right there,
I saw you seating, lonely, despair?

My mind said to say "Hi" to her.
But my feet wants to go somewhere..
I go back to my seat and then pray,
To give us strength today, everyday...

Two days special occasions pass,
Greeting you not an easy task..
Remember the days we're close apart,
Now, You and I hard to be a part...

How I wish I can turn back time,
And let normal life lay become..
Back to where You and I used to be,
Saving all our love, for You and Me...

May this poem that comes from my heart,
Fill your emptiness and cries cast..
I don't love you because your not tough,
Just wait for you to mature enough...


The day was December eighteen.
Distances separate us then.
I went to Davao all by myself.
Knowing that someone might need my help...

Communication did not stop,
Your concern says not to give up.
Five days after I realized new,
that this feeling starts to grow for you...

I'm having a good time, smiling,
not knowing that days are leaving.
While visiting beaches, natures best,
When all of a sudden, your minds guest...

Months after, in Iloilo.
Excited to talk and see you..
At K.H you were right there seating.
Then after our meeting, you're smiling...

Weeks after, I ask you something.
One question that change everything.
I ask you if I can court you,
Your answer is: "I will think it bro"...

I was slightly hurt what you said.
I just reply, it's fine my friend..
Giving you few days, more time to think,
And I, will have to wait one more blink...

I prayed earnestly from Above,
If you're really the one I love..
I asked Him some wisdom and knowledge,
Telling how I feel with whole courage...

Two months after, I realized.
It's my heart that I have now based.
Telling you now were not meant to be,
You will no longer be mine, are we?

Los Ciendos, My Princess

T'was midnight when someone knocking,
From my window, heard you shouting.
Rushing downstairs, my doors to open.
Asking you why all of a sudden?

You kneel in front of me and speaks,
"Sire", you are badly needed, please?
For what matter this urgent request?
I asked you noble man, please repeat?

Your Highness, your loving Princess,
Was captured by an unknown bliss.
A so-called prince want her very death.
Saving her will put you to the test...

Lightning and thunder fires my way.
Like roaring lions on midday.
Running my horse as fast as I can,
Saving my beloved from a man...

I fought with fierce and with courage,
I toppled them with fiery rage.
I'm wet with blood, now losing my strength.
If I die, who's going to save death?

Alas, the moment has arrived.
My loving Princess, now you're freeze.
Are you going to die without me?
I'm saving you and now you are free...

But why when I free you, blood shed?
Your breathing heavily and bleed?
I hold you and hug you very tight,
Saying "I Love You" this very night...

Letting you die in my own arms,
so unfair, wants to slice my hands..
Finally, without nothing to say,
"Los Ciendos" Princess, I'll die today...


When I was born you were right there,
You raised me with true love and care.
You feed me, clothe me and love me dear.
Too young to realized, hard to bear...

I've grown up without you here, Mom.
Even wrestled myself, "please, calm".
Facing heartaches emotionally,
Sometimes, I even cry bitterly...

You're supposed to watch and guide me,
Protect me, but why it won't be?
I long for your kiss and your embrace.
Even hugging me tight, just one please?

I asked "papa" more about you,
Even my own mother-in-law.
I summon them if you love me too,
Their reply:"she left you years ago"...

Why Mom, you left me all alone?
Twenty-five years, I long for you.
Never even saw me when I mourn.
Too long, I haven't say "I Love You"...

For what reasons you don't love me?
You're so unfair, left me in vain.
Papa is dead, can't you even see?
I'm fatherless, crying in the rain...

I feel the chill, lonely and blue.
I want to shout, scream, I hate you.
Your memories, the happiness knew,
Making me sick but must continue...

The pain, the hurts I have inside,
Longing for your comfort to have.
Missing You Three years Dad, not that bad.
Twenty-five years Mom, where is your Love?

A Picture of You

Everyday I think of your face,
Worrying if you're sad, happy..
Imagining the day you are miss,
I seldom grace your so called beauty...

I open my own diary.
Suddenly, your pictures caught me..
Your face, your smile, killing me softly.
Remembering things we used to be...

Reading your letter seems funny,
but makes me feel I was empty.
Tears began to fall, flows heavily.
For how long will I have to carry?

Picture of you, I didn't lost.
Keeping it hanging on my wall..
You are important that's why I post.
Completing my masterpiece at all...

I'm writing this thing with safety.
For you to know I'm not angry..
I was hurt when you love somebody.
Thinking of me that I was crazy...

I tried to console everything.
Deeply hurt, don't know where going..
I think my heart is slowly dying.
It beats faster even I'm crying...

Why do I have to cry, pictures?
When we're not meant for each other?
You leave me alone, now I'm fracture,
Even feel the cold breeze of summer...

Now, I have to lay on my bed.
Forget about this haunted past,
Singing all my heartaches in the field.
Not forgetting your pictures laid rest...

Eight Candles

Once we were told to learn,to love.
Care for each other, take the risk..
We search for answers beyond, above,
Even forgotten specified task...

We dream of living a new life.
A life that's full of happiness,
A place I can call very much safe;
Far from the corner of bitterness...

I prayed incessantly and wait;
Hoping my dreams come true and see;
Fulfilling my very own portrait,
Building relationship that is free...

Unexpectedly, YOU came in,
Along the way, YOU shines brightly..
Your Spirit guides me to where I've been,
And captured my heart remarkably...

Your House full of encouragement.
I even discover Friendship,
Love to hear little children comment,
Singing praises to a heir Kingship...

You let your Word tell me your Name,
From a verse I read Almighty.
Considered Higher from Hall of Fame,
Even your Own qualities envied...

I came to search You far and wide.
Only to find You in my Heart..
How I wished I will never let You tired,
Speaking to me every day and night...

Saying "Thank You" is not enough.
Giving me "New Life" seems priceless.
My heart says, "I'm not giving up"..
Everlasting life; Your Words endless...

Best Friend

I remember the days we have,
Our first met even our first smile..
Your own eyes speaks of admiration.
My handshakes says I got the potion...

Simplicity is what I like,
Yours is someone responsible..
You are good enough in household chores.
One who's good in cooking is my choice...

Even if I'm not good looking,
You accepted me, everything...
Choosing me not based on your liking,
Pointing out as a human being...

A woman worthy to be praised.
Rich blessings, Jehovah will grace..
It's the heart that God has always based,
Something that willingly must receive...

I adore your stunning beauty.
Your diligence prove your worthy..
Help others change individually..
Driven by love, to live happily...

Loving you is not that easy.
It takes a little courage too..
Encouraging comments on Sundays,
Reaches my heart the way you do...

You know me better than I do.
That's why we're best friend miles apart..
More than a friend is what I've known you.
Hoping, praying, we will never part...

Now, I must ignore this feeling.
Even if I lose everything..
Grateful enough to face my burden.
You and I forever be best friends...

Loving You

Why is it I can't understand,
this feeling that I have inside?
Infatuated in my thoughts, my mind.
Trapped by the truth without my own guide...

Why do I have to feel this way?
Seems normal,sometimes abnormal..
I can't even sleep,you ask me why?
You're in my thoughts, I think I will fall...

I keep this hidden for long time.
Your eyes, your face, even your smile..
Captured my heart, waiting to be mine,
Saying "Hi" to you even awhile...

Watching the stars fall from the sky,
Knowing I have feelings for you..
I'm hurting myself, I don't know why?
My own heart speaks, "I felt that way too"...

Second chances knocks at my door.
Waiting to be open so soon..
Keys to unlock, love now to enter.
Remembering the day love was gone...

My family wants to stop this.
Don't fall in love or you're burden.
Do they think I'm answering a quiz?
To choose the odd or ignore even...

Wished they knew how much "I Love You".
Taking courage to say "I do"..
Respect you without further ado,
and loving you more than I used to...

This time, I have to end this mess.
I will choose you to be my own..
But, it doesn't mean I'm now hopeless.
Whatever my answer is, I won...

The Admiration

Dear, I have something to tell you.
It's about the day meeting you.
We were talking, sharing our own thoughts.
It's a thing that no one can be bought...

I even tell you how I feel,
and even want to make it real.
Days, months and years suddenly pass by.
I thought of you every single day...

I know I don't have the courage.
Sometimes, I even ask a bridge.
Helping me to speak my own feelings.
Afraid to lose you, tested my being...

Whew, I feel like I'm now freezing.
Slowly, sweat continue falling.
I'm tongue-tied when you're in front of me.
You hypnotized me, how can that be?

Is this something infatuated?
or am I eliminated?
Why is it I haven't notice this?
I was being cheated, tell me please...

You broke my heart and now leave me.
Wounded not by a cup of tea;
But by your own selfishness and pride.
I have nothing more to say or hide...

Time, why did you not stand by me?
I've waited so long, can't you see?
Love, why did you cheated and trick me?
I wanted you, you won't let it be?

I'm burning midnight candles now,
and still longing for you somehow.
How I wish it will end up like this..
My heart says, loving you seems endless...