Best Friend

I remember the days we have,
Our first met even our first smile..
Your own eyes speaks of admiration.
My handshakes says I got the potion...

Simplicity is what I like,
Yours is someone responsible..
You are good enough in household chores.
One who's good in cooking is my choice...

Even if I'm not good looking,
You accepted me, everything...
Choosing me not based on your liking,
Pointing out as a human being...

A woman worthy to be praised.
Rich blessings, Jehovah will grace..
It's the heart that God has always based,
Something that willingly must receive...

I adore your stunning beauty.
Your diligence prove your worthy..
Help others change individually..
Driven by love, to live happily...

Loving you is not that easy.
It takes a little courage too..
Encouraging comments on Sundays,
Reaches my heart the way you do...

You know me better than I do.
That's why we're best friend miles apart..
More than a friend is what I've known you.
Hoping, praying, we will never part...

Now, I must ignore this feeling.
Even if I lose everything..
Grateful enough to face my burden.
You and I forever be best friends...

Loving You

Why is it I can't understand,
this feeling that I have inside?
Infatuated in my thoughts, my mind.
Trapped by the truth without my own guide...

Why do I have to feel this way?
Seems normal,sometimes abnormal..
I can't even sleep,you ask me why?
You're in my thoughts, I think I will fall...

I keep this hidden for long time.
Your eyes, your face, even your smile..
Captured my heart, waiting to be mine,
Saying "Hi" to you even awhile...

Watching the stars fall from the sky,
Knowing I have feelings for you..
I'm hurting myself, I don't know why?
My own heart speaks, "I felt that way too"...

Second chances knocks at my door.
Waiting to be open so soon..
Keys to unlock, love now to enter.
Remembering the day love was gone...

My family wants to stop this.
Don't fall in love or you're burden.
Do they think I'm answering a quiz?
To choose the odd or ignore even...

Wished they knew how much "I Love You".
Taking courage to say "I do"..
Respect you without further ado,
and loving you more than I used to...

This time, I have to end this mess.
I will choose you to be my own..
But, it doesn't mean I'm now hopeless.
Whatever my answer is, I won...

The Admiration

Dear, I have something to tell you.
It's about the day meeting you.
We were talking, sharing our own thoughts.
It's a thing that no one can be bought...

I even tell you how I feel,
and even want to make it real.
Days, months and years suddenly pass by.
I thought of you every single day...

I know I don't have the courage.
Sometimes, I even ask a bridge.
Helping me to speak my own feelings.
Afraid to lose you, tested my being...

Whew, I feel like I'm now freezing.
Slowly, sweat continue falling.
I'm tongue-tied when you're in front of me.
You hypnotized me, how can that be?

Is this something infatuated?
or am I eliminated?
Why is it I haven't notice this?
I was being cheated, tell me please...

You broke my heart and now leave me.
Wounded not by a cup of tea;
But by your own selfishness and pride.
I have nothing more to say or hide...

Time, why did you not stand by me?
I've waited so long, can't you see?
Love, why did you cheated and trick me?
I wanted you, you won't let it be?

I'm burning midnight candles now,
and still longing for you somehow.
How I wish it will end up like this..
My heart says, loving you seems endless...